Lying
in my bed
Reflecting and directing all of the
Traffic in my head
Where is my life going? Think that I'll
Stay right here instead, trying
Too hard to be lazy
Cause I don't know when
I will love again
cause I don't know when
I will love again.
I'm
THINKing I'm being tested
I'm TRYing my best but CAN'T help feeling that
I'll still come out bested
I'm LIVing life but IT still feels like my
HEART has been arrested. But
MAYbe it's ALL in my MIND
Cause I don't know when
I will love again
Oh I don't know when
But I wish that it were then
Yeah
Oh
oh oh
If I just LET time pass, will LIFE pass me by
Oh oh oh
If I'm just IN in denial, then THIS too I deny
Oh oh oh
Just reaLIZED my OWN worst ENEmy is I
Oh oh oh
I
know there's no WAY to back up time, and somehow unDO what has been DONE
to me
(But) the yesterDAY I leave behind, is not a deFENSE for my inSANITY.
(and) tomorROW I will survive, if I learn to STOP failing before trying
the man I WAS is no longer I, cause I just beCAME indestructible to me
I don't wanna FACE reality
I'm STAYing out of TOUCH WITH the world
So THEN it can't touch me
I'm PLAYing both the DEvil's ADvocate
And IT'S adversary
As I SEARCH my SOUL for ME
Cause I don't know when
I will love again
Oh I don't know how
But I wish that then were now
Yeah
Oh
oh oh
Maybe I'M just crazy and EVErything's just fine
Oh oh oh
And from what I SEE there's really MORE than MEETS the eye
Oh oh oh (And from what appears to be (to me) there's really more that meets
the eye???)
Just realized my OWN worst ENEmy is I
Oh oh oh
I
know there's no WAY to back up time, and somehow unDO what has been DONE
to me
(But) the yesterDAY I leave behind, is not a deFENSE for my inSANITY.
(and) tomorROW I will survive, if I learn to STOP failing before trying
the man I WAS is no longer I, cause I just beCAME indestructible to me